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7 Disturbing Books Someone Probably Made You Read

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Whether you had to read any of these unnerving books in school, or they were recommended by a friend, chances are as geeks we came across quite a few of them, and probably when we were just a little too young for them. Contributor Theresa Romano dissects a few, each with unique ability to brand a level of discomfort into our hearts, but still memorable favorites.

Yes, there are spoilers for all books concerned.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Brave New World

Aldous Huxley’s Brave New World brings the disturbing factor to a whole ‘nother level. With horrifying themes of losing one’s identity in a vast global society – The World State – and manufacturing a disposable human race, this dystopia will have anyone wondering what the future holds. In the novel, children are genetically engineered and encouraged to partake in sexual acts (yes, this is actually in the book; marriage and natural birth are regarded as pornographic), as well as being given a designated place in a rigid caste system that dictates their station in society.

And if this is all too much for you, The World State endorses a drug called “soma” to keep everyone doped up, happy and under their thumb. But it isn’t until John the Savage – the result of a natural childbirth from his World State mother turned “savage” who forgot to take her birth control – encounters Bernard and Lenina, two World Staters (that’s what I call them, you like?) on a trip outside the confines of their utopia, that things get weird. John immediately falls head over heels for Lenina, and that’s when everything basically hits the fan. Out of all the other characters, he’s actually the only normal, free-thinking individual in the book. In an unfortunate turn of events, John begins whipping himself, taking the drug soma and engages in an orgy – which ultimately results in his suicide. This leaves the other World Staters completely confused, yet fascinated by his self-inflicted demise.

Geeky Observation: You can find a reference to Brave New World in The Strokes’ song “Soma” from their 2001 debut album, Is This It? which is basically a summary of the drug and the book. Check out other bands that have songs entitled “Soma,” including The Smashing Pumpkins.

Catcher in the Rye

Ah, J.D. Salinger’s Holden Caulfield. He makes most angst-ridden teens look like happy-go-lucky cub scouts. He practically brought the word “phony” back into existence and he’s a teen icon – with some going as far to call him a revolutionary figure; slap Caulfield’s face on a t-shirt and call him Che (that’s if we even knew what this kid looked like).

The novel follows Caulfield after he is kicked out of prep school. Instead of going back home, he spends his time in New York, traipsing about the city trying to find something to do.

The kid turns out to be a real sad sack and kind of boring, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t get himself into some questionable situations. Case in point: when Caulfield goes to visit and spend the night with his old teacher Mr. Antolini. While Caulfield was looking for some guidance, Mr. Antolini might of had something else on his mind. After having one too many highballs, he finds his old teacher patting his head one too many times during the night; it is still uncertain as to whether or not Mr. Antolini was coming on to Holden.

Or lest we forget his memorable encounter with Sunny the prostitute, where, after all the fuss, he breaks down and would rather talk to her and see her for the real person she is – which is totally not in her job description. After that, Caulfield has some sort of epiphany at the zoo with his sister Phoebe and realizes he needs help. Ya think? Back to school, or in his case, the mental hospital, Caulfield.

Geeky Observation: The book and its main character Holden Caulfield are also mentioned in numerous songs including the less than ambiguous Guns N’ Roses song “Catcher in the Rye,” Green Day’s “Who Wrote Holden Caulfield?” and Billy Joel’s “We Didn’t Start the Fire.”

The Giver

Written by Lois Lowry in the early 90s, The Giver is another novel taking place in a futuristic society where pain, such as emotional hardships and feelings in general, are stripped from human lives by means of the “Sameness” plan. Nuclear-type families are encouraged, and those with unique skills are given special positions in society.

The main character is a twelve-year-old boy named Jonas and, given his ability to see colors and hear music, he is given the position of “Receiver of Memory” – which basically means he is granted access to all the memories and knowledge prior to the “Sameness” plan’s implementation. Jonas the Receiver soon meets The Giver who teaches him, or rather lets him know, about the world outside his community.

After learning of these truths, Jonas is compelled to leave which will result in his memories being released into the minds of the society’s inhabitants. Becoming more aware and cynical of his sheltered life, he learns what happens to those that are born under their “Sameness” plan. Jonas’ father is a Nurturer and is charged with caring for the newborns. In one scene, Jonas watches as his father lovingly tends to a a pair of twin infants, but is horrified to discover him administering a lethal injection to the head of one of the twin boys, disposing of his lifeless body like common trash. Jonas makes his escape from the world he thought he knew with another small, gifted boy named Gabe. Again, the ending is ambiguous with the two young boys sledding down a hill and hearing nearby music, leaving their fate open to interpretation.

Geeky Observation: Lois Lowry wrote two more books that follow The Giver, Gathering Blue and Messenger. In Messenger, the characters Jonas and Gabe are mentioned again, eluding to their plausible survival in The Giver.

Ethan Frome

This novel written by Edith Warton can only be best described as that one friend everyone has that manages to put a damper on a good time, but you endure the pain because you have some level of loyalty to your friend. Complicated? Yeah, well this book is pretty much just like that. It follows the main character Ethan Frome – another sad excuse for a human being – who has fallen in love with his wife Zeena’s more attractive cousin Mattie.

The book is full of flashbacks and symbolism, all centering around the idea that Ethan doesn’t have the courage to actually tell his miserable wife Zeena that he loves Mattie and not her. He finally grows a pair in the end when Zeena discovers their attraction to one another and has plans of sending Mattie away. In a desperate attempt, Mattie and Ethan share a passionate kiss and decide to go sledding, of all things, which was something that they always wanted to do. Mattie – who turns out to be the next candidate for “Little Miss Suicide” – convinces Ethan to run the sled they are both riding into a tree, which is somehow supposed to be some romantic gesture of spending their last moments together. In the end, they both actually survive, with Ethan having to take care of both Mattie – who became paralyzed from the nasty spill – and his lovely wife Zeena. Talk about awkward!

Geeky Observation: If you feel like you’re having a moment of deja vu, you are. The Giver’s ending involved a tragic sled ride, too. I guess sledding is a popular way to die in literature.

A Separate Peace

This John Knowles novel takes place during the 1940s in New England with numerous wartime and nature related metaphors. We are introduced to two prep school chums, Gene and Finny. The two boys go through a tumultuous friendship, if that’s what you’d call it, and partake in “Super Suicide Society” activities, involving dangerous games like jumping into a river from tall trees and Finny creating the violent game “blitzball” – a combination of soccer and football in which no one actually wins. Cute kids, huh?

After some major brooding sessions, Gene becomes extremely jealous of Finny and his athletic abilities, with him “accidentally” pushing his friend down a marble staircase in a fit of rage. Finny suffers from a broken leg, but, in a sick twist of events, unexpectedly dies during the operation to reset the bone. Gene, in the end, is uncomfortably okay with Finny’s death and makes it all about him since he feels Finny’s death took away his anger for him. Best friends forever!

Geeky Observation: A group of students from St. Joseph’s Convent in Port of Spain, Trinidad came up with a game also called “blitzball” that involves an aluminum foil ball being constantly thrown in the air. The object of the game is to not let the aluminum ball hit the ground while sitting in a circle.

Blitzball can also be seen in the video games Final Fantasy X and Final Fantasy X-2, which is somewhat similar to the way Gene and Finny play the game.

Lord of the Flies

William Golding’s Lord of the Flies is the novel that most kids in high school have to read at some point, eventually adding it to their favorite books section on their Facebook profile’s ‘About Me’ tab in a vein attempt to aim for poignancy. As entertaining as the novel is, there are plenty of memorable yet disturbing events that would have any choir boy paranoid to ever fly in a plane with his mates.

With enough metaphors to keep an English grad student working on his/her thesis until their mid-thirties, Lord of the Flies goes to show how dangerous a deserted island can be. Forget the name calling – poor, asthmatic Piggy – these kids are hardly on the island that long before they start becoming little savages and engage in pagan rituals – such as leaving offerings to the “beast” of the island.

The most disturbing events have to be what happens to poor, crazy Simon and Piggy. After Simon starts to hear the pig head on a stick talk, and learns that the “beast” is really the remains of a dead parachutist, he goes to tell the others, but is savagely slaughtered during the boys’ ritualistic dance. Piggy, on the other hand, falls to his death off the side of a mountain from a boulder that was thrown by one of the other boys while Jack and Ralph were fighting. But the real icing on the cake is when the boys are finally rescued by a naval officer who refers to their little murders as “fun and games.” Until he learns what really has happened and deplores their actions, making the boys cry.

Geeky Observation: One cannot help but elude to The Simpsons parody of the Lord of the Flies in the episode “Das Bus” during Season 9. Also, many fans of the book like to recite memorable lines including “Sucks to your ass-mar,” in regards to the other boys’ indifference to Piggy’s asthma. Urban Dictionary describes that it can be used in a situation where a phrase like “Sucks to be you” would be appropriate. Also, you must say it with a British accent to add authenticity.

Animal Farm

There’s really nothing more disturbing than a talking animal. But when you add revolutionary thinking and utopian ideals to the equation, things really start to get creepy. While Babe the pig oinked and sang, Old Major spoke of the evils of human kind and introduced the ideology of “Animalism” to the barn. Soon, the humans are forced from their own farm, and Animal Farm is open for business. Things soon begin to go sour at Animal Farm; three pigs – Snowball, Napoleon and Squealer – pick up where Old Major left off, but soon find themselves conspiring against one another and taking on the characteristics of humans. Napoleon is found to be sleeping in beds and acquiring a drinking problem, as well as selling Boxer – a loyal and hard-working horse on the farm – to a glue factory for some whiskey!

Soon the pigs even begin to start walking erect, socializing with humans and even dressing in human clothing. All metaphors of socialism and communist revolutionary figures aside, Animal Farm would have any farmer who reads this giving old Betsy the cow seconds, even thirds, at feeding time.

Geeky Observation: In the original Hallmark Entertainment movie adaptation of the book, they have “Animal Farm” painted on the front of the gate, with the letters “N,” “R,” and “L” spelled backwards – how cute! Don’t forget, Kelsey Grammer was the voice of Snowball and Julia Louis-Dreyfuss voiced  Mollie.

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  • Anonymous

    A) Scary Stories is freaky as shit!!

    B) A Separate Peace is one of the worst books ever written, with a horrible douchecanoe of a narrator.

  • http://retrochristal.tumblr.com RetroChristal

    To this day I am still terrified by the Scary Story about the Scarecrow that comes to life, and ends up killing and skinning one of the cowboys. Just the line drawings from those books terrify me. These books were available in my school library!?!

  • Erincb87

    Um, it’s “allude.” Twice.

  • Anonymous

    I was really disappointed Scary Stories wasn’t included. Man, how many 30 somethings still have nightmares from that? I’m going to guess ALL OF THEM.

  • http://profiles.google.com/commentmonkey Comment Monkey

    Also, “might have,” not “might of”.

  • http://profiles.google.com/commentmonkey Comment Monkey

    Also, “might have,” not “might of”.

  • http://alicejoe.com alice

    I love Scary Stories! I think part of the reason the book was so scary was the illustrations – they are pretty evil looking. There was one page that I had to turn real quick when I was a kid cause it freaked the living daylights outta me!!! The

  • Anonymous

    I just started re-reading A Wrinkle in Time as my daughter is reading it the first time. I find it terrifying as a parent but I’m not sure how she will react. It inspired my love of speculative fiction.

  • http://profiles.google.com/ashleysue Ashley Sue

    Just the cover of Scary Stories had me freaking out. And that was on display every October in my elemenatry school library. Like an 8-year-old wouldn’t have horrific nightmares from a bookcover that has a farm growing evil giant clown heads.

  • http://twitter.com/curiositykt curiositykt

    I read the giver at age 12 or so and thought it ended happily. And then again at 29 and thought it ended horribly depressingly.. It’s interesting how the same exact words can have vastly different meanings depending on your view of the world at the time.

  • http://twitter.com/WanderinDreamr hbm

    Oh god, I read that section of The Giver right before school started that morning and then promptly burst into tears once I got home that afternoon. That was back in the seventh grade and wow, that scene really freaked me out, and I always thought the characters died until I read The Messenger which confused me more than anything else.

  • Serenitystowaway

    Does anyone remember which one of those “Scary Stories” books has a story in it about an ant farm?

    As far as I can remember, a boy is given an ant farm instead of a dog, and takes his frustration out on the ants, poisoning them and destroying their tunnels. One day, he wakes up and the tunnels spell the word “Hate” in the sand. He throws it away, but the ants break out and attack him in his sleep. It’s been years and years, but I’m pretty sure the final line is, “He opened his mouth to scream, and the ants swarmed in…silencing him FOREVER.”

    Life-long ant-induced jitters. I can still see the illustration of ants holding his eye open so others can eat it.

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=525535616 Bridget Marie Blodgett

    What does it mean that in grade school I thought they died and I got mad as an adult who found out they may not have?

  • Nicole Hazen

    I heard that “Piggy” from NIN was based on Lord of the Flies.

    Not sure if that’s true though.

  • QC

    As soon as I saw that picture on the front page that is the story I thought of. Still creeps me out to think about it.

  • http://profiles.google.com/pandachan7 Alicia Little

    why the hell was the Scary Stories book used to advertise this article, yet it is not included in the list?! False advertising!!!

  • http://anothernotebook.tumblr.com kalsangikid

    It never occurred to me that they might have died; I always believed that, weak as they were, they made it to that next town.

  • http://www.alicekjoe.com Alice

     hahah never even noticed! You’re right! Where’s the Scary stories synopsis!!!!??

  • mu

    Catcher in the Rye also  got some spiffy allusions in the anime Ghost in the Shell. There were also references to another of Salinger’s short stories.

    Brave New World gets all the more disturbing (and depressing) if you look into the parts of it pretty well grounded in reality. Industry manipulating people by appealing to basic emotions and desires, still a thing.

  • http://www.brandxcreations.com Willie

    I don’t think that story was part of the “Scary Stories To Tell In The Dark” trilogy, but I DO remember it (vaguely) from one of the other series of books that were in my school library at that time. To this day I have no idea why I was reading that stuff; they all scared the ever-lovin’ daylights out of me.

    … also, I wish I hadn’t read your comment before bed. I’m one of those “30-somethings” that Ghost Girl mentioned who is about to have nightmares.

    About ants. Eating me.

  • Anonymous

    Scary Stories was used to advertise this article…. but was not itself included?

    Confusion becomes me….

  • Mccscott71

     Bah.Lovecraft and Poe for me in junior high school. Haven’t been right since. been right since.

  • Ethan

    John never partook in an orgy in Brave New World and you seem to imply that’s how he died (actually he hanged himself).
    Also, in Separate Peace, I think it’s innacurate to say he felt justification in the death of his friend. He actually felt great remorse and I think the point of the point of the book was that you don’t have to be at war to discover that the potential for evil, vanity, and violence is in each of us. At least thats what I got out of it.

  • Kat

    I hate every single one of these books. I liked catcher in the rye until I got older. The rest I hated while I was reading them.

  • lasikka

    In a Separate Peace, Gene didn’t push Finny down stairs, he actually jounced the limb that they were standing on, about to jump into a river. I only know this because of all the stupid papers I had to write related to the jouncing of the limb.

  • L.

     Brave New World didn’t invent “soma”- it’s a term that’s been in use for various drugs or liquors for millennia. Nice try, though.

  • Anonymous

    Also, “vain”, not “vein”. Yikes.

  • Anonymous

    Also, “vain”, not “vein”. Yikes.

  • Marathondml

     Google “Stephen Gammel” for more terrifying images from our childhood!

  • http://captain.chaos.myopenid.com/ Pepijn

    Those reversed letters on the gate in the Animal Farm movie, are you sure that wasn’t to make it look like Cyrillic letters and thereby alluding to Communism and the Soviet Union, rather than to be cute?

  • Tensionheader

    “eventually adding it to their favorite books section on their Facebook
    profile’s ‘About Me’ tab in a vein attempt to aim for poignancy.”

    I believe this would be a VAIN attempt. Hopefully, the irony is not lost on the author…

  • Leftblanc

    Right, he broke his leg falling out of a tree. Later I think he does fall down some stairs with his crutches after a dramatic speech. Also, I’m pretty sure the narrator had a gay thing going for his buddy. I never figured out how the whole thing was a metaphor for war.

  • Anonymous

    Substitute with The Lottery, Flowers for Algernon, and the Martian Chronicles, and my teen reactions were the same. Still remember them. Found them profound. As enjoyable an experience as having my nails pulled with pliers. 

  • Brandon82fh

    A Farewell to Arms should have also made the list – amazingly depressing! 

  • Kidko92

    I was assigned six of those in high school.  I’d also add Slaughterhouse Five to the list.  

  • Anonymous

     The one that scarred me is never mentioned, and bizarrely most Amazon reviewers think it’s a fantastic children’s book, is “A Taste of Blackberries.”  

    Kid’s best friend dies suddenly from an previously unknown bee sting allergy??? You tell this to 3rd graders?  Apparently it’s supposed to be a great way to introduce kids to the concept of death and grief, but all I remember is why I should be terrified of bees.

  • Andy Tran

     I instantly ctrl+f’d “vain” to see if anyone else had pointed it out.

  • Anonymous

     Someone made you read Lovecraft in school? I want to travel back in time and go to your junior high!

  • GirlOnTheWing

     Yes! Harold. The scariest story in the trilogy, fo sho.  ::shudder::

  • schnooo

    The stories in those books never bothered me–it was those damn illustrations. They’re just as terrifying now as they were then.  

  • schnooo

    lol, I always thought that Finn and Gene were in love.  

  • The Teradactyl

    1984 needs to be on this list!   Sure it was for 12th grade, so I may have been old enough to deal with it, but the end scenes are brutally disturbing.  

  • obsidianroselace

     a separate peace was horrible. had to read it in 10th grade and my teacher made us write every inane detail about the book in our “book journals” and have tests about each chapter to make sure we read every single word and comprehended everything. made the experience of reading that dreadful dreck even more horrifying.

  • aa

     this ignorant mother fucker.

    MIFGHT HAVE. NOT MIGHT OF. HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU READ /1/ BOOK AND NOT KNOW THAT?

    MIGHT’VE, NOT MIGHT OF. HOLY SHIT WHY ARE YOU WRITING ARTICLES

  • sonyasounds

    I loved the Scary stories to tell in the dark series. I agree that the illustrations were ghoulish and down right traumatizing. The story that always used to give me the heebie jeebies was the one where the little girl is in bed and she hears something from down the hallway stairs telling her that its getting ever closer to her. It had an illustration of this weird ugly light with one eye. SHUDDERS.
    I also liked the story about the big toe haha

  • http://trixtah.myopenid.com/ Trix

     It’s ALLUDE TO something, not “elude”. Elude means you’re evading pursuit, not referencing something else.

  • http://debtpay1.com Iris

    Next, I suggest you make a list of disturbing movies your parents made you watch.  I already have a suggestion for that, Stephen King’s IT.  My parents made me watch that with them as a kid and I have a life-long fear of clowns now :( lol.

  • http://debtpay1.com Iris

    Next, I suggest you make a list of disturbing movies your parents made you watch.  I already have a suggestion for that, Stephen King’s IT.  My parents made me watch that with them as a kid and I have a life-long fear of clowns now :( lol.

  • Mattie

    Ugh. They made the whole 10th grade read Ethan Frome in February in New England, in a school about 15 miles from where Edith Wharton lived. If we had read it at any other time of year it would’ve been bearable, but after all those endless descriptions of the cold and the snow and the misery…we started looking at our sleds a little differently.

  • http://e1evation.com Todd Lohenry

     What about Steppenwolf?

  • Eric Alternate

     Oh Theresa Romano, it seems too much Tumblr has left your grammar in a mess!Theresa Romano, it seems too much Tumblr has left your grammar in a mess!

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  • snickerdoodles

    I agree! Love the book but very disturbing indeed, especially when you read the ending.

  • http://pulse.yahoo.com/_PZFESDGJYHFH2LC5ANRPBGVCCA katef

    You meant “alluding,” not “eluding” in your blurb about “The Giver.”

  • TheScaryKid

    Scary stories creeped me out as a kid and still do.  The art work is what disturbs me the most.  Oh man tattoos…

  • Jacqui

    I’ve only read two of these and one of them I was practically forced to read by a teacher. I feel ashamed. I’ll just go turn in my geek license. :(

  • http://www.facebook.com/people/Fransisca-Alice-Estes/100000905084274 Fransisca Alice Estes

     Because grammar mistakes totally make someone ignorant.

  • http://twitter.com/Blaquestarr Lauren Tillman

    Two words: Watership Down.

    Most horrible read EVER for a kid.

    Also, 1986 was a much better version of A Brave New World.  I liked Lord of the Flies and Animal Farm, although in Middle School, we had to do this crazy worksheet that paired each animal to a communist/socialist figure.  I still love Catcher in the Rye, because I totally understood it until my teacher explained that Holden was crazy…
    Least favorite school book – Heart of Darkness.  It really sucks when you’re one of two black kids in the class.. >_<

  • http://pulse.yahoo.com/_7G4SWUX2MCWWXLMYNN347JMIZY Frodo Baggins

    1. I loved Watership Down at age 10, so Your Mileage May Vary, I guess.
    2. What’s 1986?

  • Anonymous

    Yes!!!!!  I remember that story, I have been trying to find this book, and also a story of a creepy old man who has serpents/snakes and he sends them after some kid because they kid was supposed to do chores for the man, but instead he stole some stuff off of him and bought shoes, so he uses magic and shoes walk the kid back into his house, I remember both being extremely creepy